Living the dream :)
today as i write, i’ve been up all day.
classes from 8.30pm till 4pm.
clinics from 4 to 6pm.
and it was sports till nine.
yes.
I’m tired, drained, shagged,
grumpy, angsty, irritated,
pms-ed, lonely, emoe,
just so exhausted.
like seriously.
but today.. todayy.
despite all the (insert words above)
despite the times when I’ve felt like I was incompatible with the rest,
the days when I felt like I didn’t deserve this,
the hours I’ve spent missing home, missing my family and friends,
the minutes when I felt so stupid and lost,
and the seconds I’ve spent wondering what on earth am I doing here.
what did I do to deserve all this…
and today, I finally come to realise why.
it just ‘ticked’ and I felt like this was where I want to be,
where I’m suppose to be, and this,
this was what I want to do, what I’m meant to be.
and I couldn’t have been happier.
thank you.
mark my words. I’ll make the best out of this.
I promise.
